human race
Thursday, September 17, 2009
This thing is tempting...Anyone interested? Tell me okay!
the faith that lies behind..
1:48 PM-
1:48 PM-
Run event!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
the faith that lies behind..
1:20 PM-
1:20 PM-
It's ours now! Plates Champion We Are!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
It really could have went either way, but it was great it went our way!
I wasn't prepared to lose, I am superstitious maybe. I always think that if we are prepared for something, that something will happen. If it hasn't went our way, maybe I would be so quiet in school and in class for the rest of the year.
It was a hard fought match, some would say we were lucky. Maybe both teams really deserved to win, there are so many 'could have's. JJC was really a challenge to us and we respect you guys for that (:
However, I disagree with that opinion that we won it because we were lucky. We deserve the plates, we do. This team really rocks, we have never been behind in terms of score in all the 6 matches we played before. This is the first time our opponents scored against us first, and we still managed to come back.
People were commenting that we do not have anything uniform in the team while team JJ have team socks, team bottoms, team bags and team everything, their jersey is nicer too. For us, it's really rojak, ha. Like how some of them call us, "the kampong kias". But all that matters was the fact that we share the same passion for this sport, same determination, same everything else. Maybe some of us are irritating and loud at times, but we blend well as a team. Really like rojak- not all the ingredients are nice, but it just tastes great.
It feels good to be able to fulfill a promise made long back last year! (: It feels like a dream, only that it's reality- which is also why it's the greatest feeling ever.
The hardest fought victory tastes the sweetest. It does, tested and proven. (:
Sir, you are the strength for us, the backbone of this team. We love you and Mr Lee!
and sir, we are proud to tell you, we made the best out of what we have! ((:
to end off... I love my baby! for the many many things she have done and is going to do for me (:
the faith that lies behind..
11:22 PM-
11:22 PM-
our to`mo`lo (quotes sheikh)
Monday, May 11, 2009
Irony of having too much in the mind yet too little to say.
"Are you nervous about tomorrow?" is the "in" question for the day I guess. And I bet tomorrow I would be bombarded with questions on whether I am nervous or not. I guess I am, and I think a little bit of nervousness is good, it keeps me alert. Not being nervous basically means that I have a huge room for mistake. A little nervousness is good, hopefully just not too much.
There's a thousand things you can say you want to do, but they remains as words as long as you don't translate them into actions. Shouldn't say much, we shall just do it tomorrow. It's a game we love, we will be there to enjoy it; and enjoy the feeling of winning something we love; being together in a game we love.
From sneakers to boots, I know I didn't make the wrong choice. (:
And I remember the first sentence my coach told me during the start of JAE last year: " Make the best out of what you have here "
-For you, for everything else, for ourselves, we will make it our best.
When times are tough, stay optimistic. When you are optimistic, opportunities pop by a few times more frequently. Smile these days over (: This shall give us the strength and courage to stay strong. Remember.
"Are you nervous about tomorrow?" is the "in" question for the day I guess. And I bet tomorrow I would be bombarded with questions on whether I am nervous or not. I guess I am, and I think a little bit of nervousness is good, it keeps me alert. Not being nervous basically means that I have a huge room for mistake. A little nervousness is good, hopefully just not too much.
There's a thousand things you can say you want to do, but they remains as words as long as you don't translate them into actions. Shouldn't say much, we shall just do it tomorrow. It's a game we love, we will be there to enjoy it; and enjoy the feeling of winning something we love; being together in a game we love.
From sneakers to boots, I know I didn't make the wrong choice. (:
And I remember the first sentence my coach told me during the start of JAE last year: " Make the best out of what you have here "
-For you, for everything else, for ourselves, we will make it our best.
When times are tough, stay optimistic. When you are optimistic, opportunities pop by a few times more frequently. Smile these days over (: This shall give us the strength and courage to stay strong. Remember.
the faith that lies behind..
4:03 PM-
4:03 PM-
ha,
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Feeling empty, nervous, cold.
the faith that lies behind..
11:55 PM-
11:55 PM-
Maybe it's just one sentence from you, but it crushes me completely. You always do what you do best; you have never failed to crush me ever since I learnt to read and write.
And so, you did it again. I lived 17 years trying to prove you wrong, lived 17 years for just a word of encouragement, I never seems to be able to get it from you. You always give me the opposite of what I want.
I am a crybaby, not like I want to. I grew up alone, with no sibilings close enough to talk to before I sleep every night. I keep everything to myself and cry when it's unbearable, hoping these shadows won't haunt me anymore, I am silly. I never felt comfortable talking to you, I was an introvert. Then when I grew old and became comfortable enough to talk to you, you start erecting barriers between us (or maybe you made me erect barriers between us). I know I am a fortunate child to have you, I am thankful to have you. But I am just hoping for a little more, a little something I longed for 17 years.
Perhaps all along I was hoping for something that's never going to happen. Every time the result slip comes to me, it's as if hope has arrived. However, people always say, with hope comes with disappointment. I don't know if I am still hoping anymore, because 17 years of disappointment is not something bearable.
You are the missing colour in the painting of my childhood; and my teenage.
And so, you did it again. I lived 17 years trying to prove you wrong, lived 17 years for just a word of encouragement, I never seems to be able to get it from you. You always give me the opposite of what I want.
I am a crybaby, not like I want to. I grew up alone, with no sibilings close enough to talk to before I sleep every night. I keep everything to myself and cry when it's unbearable, hoping these shadows won't haunt me anymore, I am silly. I never felt comfortable talking to you, I was an introvert. Then when I grew old and became comfortable enough to talk to you, you start erecting barriers between us (or maybe you made me erect barriers between us). I know I am a fortunate child to have you, I am thankful to have you. But I am just hoping for a little more, a little something I longed for 17 years.
Perhaps all along I was hoping for something that's never going to happen. Every time the result slip comes to me, it's as if hope has arrived. However, people always say, with hope comes with disappointment. I don't know if I am still hoping anymore, because 17 years of disappointment is not something bearable.
You are the missing colour in the painting of my childhood; and my teenage.
the faith that lies behind..
11:21 PM-
11:21 PM-
We.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Helloooooo
So many days have passed, almost unknowingly, ha. I have to say, sitting by the sidelines feels terrible. Especially when you could see your brothers suffering on the field yet you could only stay bound to the bench off the field.
But well, those days were finally over, it felt really great to be back on the field again (: HCI match was kind of crappy for me, lost of confidence maybe. Perhaps I took jokes too seriously, ha. But the good thing was, ACS(I) match was a boost! Had a reunion with that long lost great feeling after a match. Feels good, feels great (:
Flashbacks of incidents on the field since last year have been occupying my mind for these few days. We really went through a lot, hell lot. I keep having mental images of how the big day would be like. It's our big day, and nobody's gonna make it theirs (:
I traced back the reason why I was so reluctant about going to AJ despite my brother insisting on it; traced back the reason why I rejected the offer there. And I realise, this was the reason, and we are all going to make it count. We don't want to just smell the trophy and walk off, getting our hands on it is a must.
We may have different backgrounds, different characters, different reasons for joining this team, but we are a team which shares the same blood, the same pain, the same goal and the same belief (:
After Tuesday, we will still stay as one, we will (: Just wondering how would days without trainings be like. Thursdays are always the lousiest day of the week, tend to be extremely restless in school on Thursdays.
Off the field, been guilty of sitting in class with incomplete tutorials. Seriously lagging behind in terms of homework. Thankfully I am able to stay relevant to the classes still, shouldn't be hard to catch up (: Shall start after next week!
Alright, goodnight people (:
So many days have passed, almost unknowingly, ha. I have to say, sitting by the sidelines feels terrible. Especially when you could see your brothers suffering on the field yet you could only stay bound to the bench off the field.
But well, those days were finally over, it felt really great to be back on the field again (: HCI match was kind of crappy for me, lost of confidence maybe. Perhaps I took jokes too seriously, ha. But the good thing was, ACS(I) match was a boost! Had a reunion with that long lost great feeling after a match. Feels good, feels great (:
Flashbacks of incidents on the field since last year have been occupying my mind for these few days. We really went through a lot, hell lot. I keep having mental images of how the big day would be like. It's our big day, and nobody's gonna make it theirs (:
I traced back the reason why I was so reluctant about going to AJ despite my brother insisting on it; traced back the reason why I rejected the offer there. And I realise, this was the reason, and we are all going to make it count. We don't want to just smell the trophy and walk off, getting our hands on it is a must.
We may have different backgrounds, different characters, different reasons for joining this team, but we are a team which shares the same blood, the same pain, the same goal and the same belief (:
After Tuesday, we will still stay as one, we will (: Just wondering how would days without trainings be like. Thursdays are always the lousiest day of the week, tend to be extremely restless in school on Thursdays.
Off the field, been guilty of sitting in class with incomplete tutorials. Seriously lagging behind in terms of homework. Thankfully I am able to stay relevant to the classes still, shouldn't be hard to catch up (: Shall start after next week!
Alright, goodnight people (:
the faith that lies behind..
10:15 PM-
10:15 PM-
